When I think about my educational history, I instantly reflect on where I came from. The location of my childhood has had a great impact on who I am today as an educator. I grew up in Superior, Nebraska, small rural town in South-central Nebraska. Let me paint a picture--I grew up being surrounded by old elegant Victorian mansions on the same city block as dilapidated houses, rows of crops, dusty bumpy roads, the sight of semi’s barreling down my street, and the train blaring its horn conveniently at 3am. The movie theater’s newest movie actually came out two weeks ago. Everything closed at 8pm, there was not a McDonald’s, matter of fact the only drive-thru was at Dairy Queen and the liquor store. We did not rely on AAA or MoDot when our car broke down, we walked. No one was in a hurry to go anywhere. Tractors caused traffic jams, we had one stop light, and there were no one-way streets. We traveled at least an hour to get to the nearest mall or Walmart.
We lived about a mile outside of town in a small neighborhood. My parents were never farmers, but my neighbors were, and now, my brother is. My dad went to college, dropped out, became a alcoholic and married my mom. My mom never went to college, and worked low-end jobs most of my life. About the time I was starting school, my dad was diagnosed with Chrones disease which forced him to change his lifestyle. As time went by my parents worked on finding better supporting jobs. My mom became owner and manager of a few apartment complexes and my dad became the head of plant operations at the hospital. Because they struggled so much to make a life for themselves and to support their family, education was always stressed and made a priority in our life.
I attended Happy Times Preschool at a local church then attended Superior Public Schools for my K-12 education. Preschool and Kindergarten was filled with sweet teachers, musical chairs, puppet shoes, and snack time. First grade was much different than Kindergarten. The teacher always sent me in the hallway because I was talking in class. My brother was having similar problems with talking that same year in school. Our parents were told and asked on many different occasions to see if we could get medication for ADD, but my mother refused, but she also did not tell them anything that was happening at home.
Although school started to get easier, most of third, fourth, and fifth grade was a blur, but then I met Mrs. Corman in sixth grade. She sang, she danced, she laughed, she wore funny hats, she talked in weird accents, she yelled, she cried, and she became the only teacher who could make me interested in learning things I hated before.
Leaving sixth grade meant I was about to enter the Jr.-Sr. High School (grades 7-12). I loved having more freedom. I had time to talk to friends and socialize and my academics became less important causing my grades to slip. Second semester of my seventh grade year, Mrs. Corman (that dancing sixth grade teacher) became the new seventh and eighth grade English teacher. I was held accountable again, and while I hated it, it changed my attitude towards school all over again.
When I was a senior and had made it through all the struggles I was given the opportunity to become a teacher’s aide for the first grade teachers at the elementary school. Here is where I started to really know that I wanted to be in education. I was allowed to work with small groups, teach whole group lessons, and work individually with struggling students. One of the teachers, Mrs. Aldrup, gave me many opportunities to try new things and talked to me about things that did not go well.
During my senior year, my parents also made it very clear to me that college was a non-negotiable. I ended up coming to Kansas City for reasons besides education. I started college at UMKC to get my Bachelors in Elementary Education. The second year, I was accepted into the Institute for Urban Education and a new path of my life began. After completing my degree, I taught for a year then I went through the Greater Kansas City Writing Project that following summer. The administration recognized my work and had me work with a few teacher’s who wanted or needed some guidance in their teaching of writing. I then decided that teaching other teachers was a career path that I was excited about and decided to enroll for my Masters in Curriculum and Instructional Leadership.